Sunday, April 29, 2007

good bye da gu

IN MEMORY OF THNG MEOW IMM
10-10-1948 to 24-04-2007

my da gu passed away last tues. it came as a big blow to all of us. she had been suffering from cancer for the past three years. went in and out of the hospital for umpteen times, but who would have known that this will be her last. during my last visit 2 weeks ago, she was still able to laugh and talk like usual. i tot she will recover, guess i was just too naive. she had been a really good wife, mum, daughter, sister and aunt to all of us. we are all missing her badly, especially ah ma. first losing ah gong and now her eldest daughter. hope da gu is in heaven now with no pain and suffering anymore. God bless. we love you.

life is too short, time is too precious

Friday, April 20, 2007

bored




Im bored to death ...

nightmare

had a nightmare yesterday!! dreamt that my sch close down! The sign board was even dropping of the wall ... scary! but luckily it was just a dream ... hehe

I have totally no life since working.
Everyday, its just work ... work ... work ...
at work do nothing ...
after work go home do nothing
weekend oso do nothing ...
my life is wasting away!!
im becoming an old haggard soon ... and nobody will wants me ... boo hoo hoo ...

laopo laogong xiaoqie brothers ... jiu ming!!!
lets find some activities and do someday k??
I miss all the fun with you guys!!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Im such a hypocrite

Always saying things that I dun mean to

Just to make it seems that I dun care

Like its no big deal to me

Pretending to be strong

Trying to hide the fact tt you are so important to me

That every word you say affects me

Showing disappointment only makes me feel weak

Thought this could make me feels better

But yet im feeling worst than ever

I know you know my pretence

Just let me be

Let me be strong ... just for once

* ignore this post. pretend you never see. Amnesia. Amnesia. Amnesia.

sch? or not?

I'm admitted to the sch!! paid an expensive sum of $350 for the registration. And my colleague was even saying that I'm conned. am i? am i not?

i really like that sch, but a lot of pple was telling me that its too small scale. even my sis suspect that it might be a fraud. initially i was really excited abt getting in, but after hearing all these comments make me confuse again. what if its really out to cheat my money?? but i did a check on the net and it seems to be doing quite well le. hmm ...

I'm getting fatter ... fatter ... and fatter!! Every time i step on the weighting machine is just another depressing moments. Can i just cut off all my fats?!!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

man zhu

Quite glad that i have spent these few days quite productively. hehe.

Meet up with sisters last thurs for a makan session at Creation! our long time fav hang out place. then started daydreaming about us becoming our own boss someday!! *sisters jia you. wo men ke yi de!* haha

Then on fri, after meeting up with monster chin for a while, went to meet peizhen and connie. We went to mindcafe at clarkquay and played till 11. Too bad lailin not feeling well. If you could join us it would even be better!! Those 2 girls are really crazy women, keep laughing and laughing at their own silliness. After the games, we realized. One has major hand cooridination problem, one has major slow reaction. Makes me look very normal. Now you know why i like to hang out with u 2 girls right? Wahahaha.
*psssss ... when we going chiong huh??

Yesterday le, its my eldest nephew's bd. So the whole family came back for dinner. Felt really warm hearted to see that everybody is back. Although, the kids are really noisy, mischevious and irritating at times. hmm ... i still really love them a lots. *smile* haha. Monster chin was present yxday too. Seeing him getting along with my family, makes my heart swell. Like he is already one of our family member. Sometimes ... sometimes... he can really makes me feel like the world's most blessed little woman. Hehe.

And NOW! Im going off to play mahjong with sis and jie fu lor!! Haha