why?

is taking design really such a bad choice?

is having a dream really that bad?

is not thinking of future monetary issue really that wrong?

is doing what you love and enjoy such an unrealistic thing?

why?

why are we always fighting over this issue. am i really that spoilt, unrealistic and useless? why do you always think your way and wont put yourself in my shoes? why can you be so sweet and understanding all the time but make me wanna cry and die whenever this comes along? why?

our idea of the future is so different. will you be sick of this one day and say lets go our separate ways?

will quitting the course, forgetting my dreams, finding a decent job with a good pay makes you happy? will i be happy?

My mummy is so nice!

oh ... My mummy is such a darling ...
She loves us, take care of us and is always there when we need her the most ...

Just one call to her, and she will be right there for us.

where can you find another mummy like her?

she is just the best!

I love my mummy =)

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Yesterday was Deepavali holiday. So San Jie suggested having a picnic at pasir ris. Initially the arrangement was for all of us to be there by 4. But as usual, with our lack of communication and organization, we were still at home at 7. why? San jie and mummy only went to buy food at 4 and by the time mummy was done cooking, its already 7. But lucky for us, our time were not wasted. While waiting, er jie, poland kor, wj and me had a round of mahjong! haha. And surprising, I beat all of them with a total winning of $25! * proud*

Anyway, since we were still at home at 7. Its quite impossible to go pasir ris beach anymore, so WJ suggested going to west coast park instead. Thank god for the suggestion, if not we would have reach pasir ris at like 8? haha. Talking about moonlight picnic, here goes ...

The big family sitting around with lots of food!

Candid shots! oh ... i love the look on my daddy's face ...

San Jie, Poland kor, Baby jet and me!

Mummy 'The Ah Ma' with a bunch of kids.

My son, Persias, with Jet and Jorene

Josiane and Irwin

Me and WJ. so busy eating ... tsk tsk ...


Ah... and we went to climb the big rope thing ... so high so fun!

And just nice to see how fat my legs are ... *cry*

angry for what?

I'm unhappy ...

angry, upset, fuming, mad ...

but y is this so?

is it right for me to feel this way when something that is performing well suddenly falls under expectation?

am i being too critical?

or my guts feelings are right?

are things changing?

or am I just not used to it yet?

whatever ...

i just wanna be angry ...

maad market

went to red dot design museum with jass and fizah yesterday. The designer market there is totally cool! they are selling all kinds of handmade stuff, which are all very uniuqe and intersring. had my eyes set on a cute gray dress, but too expensive le, dun have the heart to buy. Y i so broke!!

And the funny thing is I forgot to bring my wallet out yesterday and still can go shopping. Hahaha. So Jassine become my sugar mama of the day, eat and buy all on hers! but ... must pay back la. haha

Bought a cute postbox pendent for $4!

halloween 07!

Chocolate milk is so nice ... but ... why is it giving me the runs!!!
One glass of milk = 3 times lao sai
My pi gu is hurting ...
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Lost the momentum to do work already.
Been wasting time these 2 days, sitting infront of the computer for hours but doing nothing. Flash, Dreamweaver and Typography is so difficult!! I duno how to start. So Im stuck in the track.
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Jassine just gave me the Halloween pictures we took at zouk last Saturday. We had such a great time! Didnt really drink la ... cos we were too busy taking pictures. Thank god for Jassine's camera if not we would have missed out a lot!


Jass, Alicia, Cristalle, Me, MJ


Cristalle, Alicia, Jass, MJ, Me

Group picture

Some of the peeps we meet at zouk!

lonely old man sitting at bus-stop

Group of chinese "da xi" guys

Dian xiao er!

Donut ... yum yum ...

Taoist and zombies

dead fire fighter

headless ghost!!

mummified

carls junior ... so hungry ...

hei bai wu chang

the mask!

Hitler

slot machine and duno what ... hahaha

jassine's friend who i think look like da s

lunatic killer on the loose!

another hei bai wu chang

horror maid and mad corpse

mad doctor? turns out to be YX's friend ...

ghost couple

horrible death

banana in pyjamus! our pyjamus friends ... haha

us and justin

flaging for cab ... but one uncle taxi driver kana scared away!

oh btw we made it on newspaper!! haha ... Friday's The New Paper has a picture on us ... so cool!! *picture cope from jass ... again!!*