why?

is taking design really such a bad choice?

is having a dream really that bad?

is not thinking of future monetary issue really that wrong?

is doing what you love and enjoy such an unrealistic thing?

why?

why are we always fighting over this issue. am i really that spoilt, unrealistic and useless? why do you always think your way and wont put yourself in my shoes? why can you be so sweet and understanding all the time but make me wanna cry and die whenever this comes along? why?

our idea of the future is so different. will you be sick of this one day and say lets go our separate ways?

will quitting the course, forgetting my dreams, finding a decent job with a good pay makes you happy? will i be happy?

My mummy is so nice!

oh ... My mummy is such a darling ...
She loves us, take care of us and is always there when we need her the most ...

Just one call to her, and she will be right there for us.

where can you find another mummy like her?

she is just the best!

I love my mummy =)

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Yesterday was Deepavali holiday. So San Jie suggested having a picnic at pasir ris. Initially the arrangement was for all of us to be there by 4. But as usual, with our lack of communication and organization, we were still at home at 7. why? San jie and mummy only went to buy food at 4 and by the time mummy was done cooking, its already 7. But lucky for us, our time were not wasted. While waiting, er jie, poland kor, wj and me had a round of mahjong! haha. And surprising, I beat all of them with a total winning of $25! * proud*

Anyway, since we were still at home at 7. Its quite impossible to go pasir ris beach anymore, so WJ suggested going to west coast park instead. Thank god for the suggestion, if not we would have reach pasir ris at like 8? haha. Talking about moonlight picnic, here goes ...

The big family sitting around with lots of food!

Candid shots! oh ... i love the look on my daddy's face ...

San Jie, Poland kor, Baby jet and me!

Mummy 'The Ah Ma' with a bunch of kids.

My son, Persias, with Jet and Jorene

Josiane and Irwin

Me and WJ. so busy eating ... tsk tsk ...


Ah... and we went to climb the big rope thing ... so high so fun!

And just nice to see how fat my legs are ... *cry*

angry for what?

I'm unhappy ...

angry, upset, fuming, mad ...

but y is this so?

is it right for me to feel this way when something that is performing well suddenly falls under expectation?

am i being too critical?

or my guts feelings are right?

are things changing?

or am I just not used to it yet?

whatever ...

i just wanna be angry ...

maad market

went to red dot design museum with jass and fizah yesterday. The designer market there is totally cool! they are selling all kinds of handmade stuff, which are all very uniuqe and intersring. had my eyes set on a cute gray dress, but too expensive le, dun have the heart to buy. Y i so broke!!

And the funny thing is I forgot to bring my wallet out yesterday and still can go shopping. Hahaha. So Jassine become my sugar mama of the day, eat and buy all on hers! but ... must pay back la. haha

Bought a cute postbox pendent for $4!

halloween 07!

Chocolate milk is so nice ... but ... why is it giving me the runs!!!
One glass of milk = 3 times lao sai
My pi gu is hurting ...
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Lost the momentum to do work already.
Been wasting time these 2 days, sitting infront of the computer for hours but doing nothing. Flash, Dreamweaver and Typography is so difficult!! I duno how to start. So Im stuck in the track.
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Jassine just gave me the Halloween pictures we took at zouk last Saturday. We had such a great time! Didnt really drink la ... cos we were too busy taking pictures. Thank god for Jassine's camera if not we would have missed out a lot!


Jass, Alicia, Cristalle, Me, MJ


Cristalle, Alicia, Jass, MJ, Me

Group picture

Some of the peeps we meet at zouk!

lonely old man sitting at bus-stop

Group of chinese "da xi" guys

Dian xiao er!

Donut ... yum yum ...

Taoist and zombies

dead fire fighter

headless ghost!!

mummified

carls junior ... so hungry ...

hei bai wu chang

the mask!

Hitler

slot machine and duno what ... hahaha

jassine's friend who i think look like da s

lunatic killer on the loose!

another hei bai wu chang

horror maid and mad corpse

mad doctor? turns out to be YX's friend ...

ghost couple

horrible death

banana in pyjamus! our pyjamus friends ... haha

us and justin

flaging for cab ... but one uncle taxi driver kana scared away!

oh btw we made it on newspaper!! haha ... Friday's The New Paper has a picture on us ... so cool!! *picture cope from jass ... again!!*

the sweetest thing in life

the bf has been really sweet recently ...

he volunteered to help me do my work when I have to rush things through the night though he has class the next day ...

he pei me go library when he has to carry 6 heavy hard cover design books and giving me the lighter ones ...

he pei me walk around supermarkets to find stuff for school work ...

he cooks for me when im busy doing work ...

he gives me advise and edit my work when i need help ...

he listens to me nag about all the unhappiness at school and makes me laugh ...

he spends 15 mins walking to and fro just to order food from a single stall, cos all the food i wanted is sold out ...

he pei me go home afraid that im being lonely ...

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y u suddenly so sweet ar? or u have always been like that only that i didnt notice? anyway cant praise you too much ... later u will have swollen head, head become big and fly away ... hahaha

just wanna say ... thanks for loving me so much wor ... you just make me wanna love you more ... *muacks*

sleepy ...

didnt go to school again today. woke up at 11 when my class starts at 10. how bad can that be? was actually supposed to have woken up at 9 after messaging jass, but somehow i fell asleep again. By the time i woke up its just too late. Today was Rhoda's last day for class, and we were supposed to go and take a picture with her. Im sorry!

duno why im so tired recently. always seems to be lack of sleep. yawning at every 1/2 a second. I seriously need a morphine jab. anyone has lobang? haha. just kidding.

hmm have to re-do my packaging homework. sux. duno what to do now le. tml must show some progress liao. but now still stuck at what product to do! arrggh ...

tml going to meet peiqin baobei le!! yeah ... so long nv see her liao. duno what's going on in her life right now. definitely better than mine lor ... for sure. was discussing with her and MS where to meet tml via sms, then duno what happen MS suddenly got angry and say she dun wanna meet anymore. baobei say maybe is she made her angry. so i msg MS a few time ask her to calm down but she didn't reply all. throwing her da xiao jie pi qi again. hai. nu ren xing hai di zhen. really very hard to understand sia.

Sick again

Just woke up from a peaceful sleep. Never had such a good slp since 4 months ago. *Shiok* Haha. Maybe its the flu med that mama asked me to eat. Havent been feeling well since last week, so decided to take a day off school and have a good rest. Hope it helps!

Drove to school alone yesterday! Felt so accomplished sia ... haha. But my heart was thumping the whole journey from home to school, praying that i can reach in one piece. Haha. Actually wanted to have supper with jassine and alicia de, but I duno the way home so have to postpone the supper til I get familiarise with the route. Next time k!

Anyway, after class I drop jas, alicia, del, grace and fiza at the parkview square BUSTOP, which they say it might be even faster if they have walked there. Wahaha ... so funny. Cos i was really slow and careful, and the short journey seems like eternity. haha. Me first time ma. Must gimme chance! After dropping them off, I went WJ's house and pick him up to go home with me. Was actually kidding with him de, but he agreed to come, so sweet!! *wink* love you baby.

Now, Im gonna post the Pulau Ubin Outing pictures with laogong, laopo and brother before doing my work.

Arriving at Pulau Ubin

Me, WJ, JiaWen, one weird uncle trying to act cute, laogong, brother and YK.

(while still waiting for laopo and jackson)

Group Picture

The Couples

Jackson and pretty laopo!

Cute cute laogong and jiawen

WJ and me

Brokeback!! Brother and YK

The Girls

We are all so hot, smelly, sticky, dirty BUT so happy!!

Look at our dirty back!

The Boys

At Last

It was a really fun trip despite the little hoo-haa and disruption in the beginning. And thank god laopo is finally able to come, cos it wouldn't be fun at all without you!! Smile more just like u do in the pictures ok? Love ya!!

*pictures courtesy from laogong