HAPY BIRTHDAY XIAO FEN!! hope you like the birthday celebration yesterday (or rather just now). Really memorable isnit?? haha
first, we went to swensen to have dinner. where they are having a birthday promotion that entitle us to a free main course and ice cream. we didnt know about the promotion untils the manager explained to us and once he said the word 'free', we marched in without any hesitation. haha
after that, we went to hark music cafe that is opposite paradiz centre. its a ming ge chan ting where we get to chill and listen to people singing. you can dedicate songs and even sing live infront of the audience. a totally cool place to chill with friends.
the happening part of the night came when the singers knew that its xiaofen's birthday and demand her to get on stage!! of course she refused la ... so pai seh lor ... but the people there are so persistent. so bo bian all of us have to go to the front with her. in the end (after a very long discussion and dilly dally) biwen and weilih accompanied her to sing 'yong qi'. nothing can be more suitable than that! haha. well as for me ... (sorry sistas) i was sitting below with quizhi swaying with the melody cos i just refused to get on stage. =P sorry sistas ... i know i very mei yi qi ... but i will really die under the spotlight and melt under the stares of so many pairs of eyes. sorrryyyy ....
well everything was fun and we had a really great time until wj dropped by to met me. if only he didnt come then i wont get to realized it. and i wont be so upset now.
he is going to play lan with his friends at a place just a few shops away from where i am so he dropped by to say hi. anyway im about to go home at that time too, so as we are talking, im sort of hinting him to send me to the busstop. (which is like 10 mins away at a really ulu place and its really dark. ) obviously he didnt get the hint and suggested that i take a cab home. i insisted on getting the bus to save money but he says it is too dark and dangerous for a ger to walk that far. of course i know its dark and dangerous deh! but instead of worrying about my safety and walking me there, he seems more anxious about playing his game! so happily, he say bye and went off without even ensuring how i am getting home.
my heart was dripping blood as i was walking to the busstop. i was so fighten as it was really dark and quiet at 12.30 at an ulu place near little india. and furthurmore, knowing that my bf is just around the corner but he is not with me. oh great! just when i need u most u are always not around. well anyway this is not the first time that i realized gaming is more important than me le. after i reached home, my mom said biwen called to check whether im back as she couldnt reached my phone. and this hurts me more, cos even my friends are even more concern about me than he does. he didnt even bother to ask. well ... as a matter of fact ... he did ask ... some 3 hrs after i reached home and of course ... after he ended playing his game. thx ... really appreciated it. am i being too unreasonable here? i tot all boyfriends would worry about the safety of their gf if they really care? isnt it? what i want is merely some concern that is really from ur heart. some actions to show that u really care about me. not beautiful words to make me happy. i dun want that. sorry if i seems like a spoilt brat who demands attention. what i really wan is actions to prove that i really mean something in ur heart. but right until now ... all i have recieved are promises ... sorry im numb ...
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