communication problem

haven been seeing bi very much these few weeks ... but somehow rather than having tons to talk to each other due to the lack of meeting up, it seems that our conversation is getting more and more dry.

the topics we talked about everyday are always the same. And sometimes im just so tired that i dont feel like talking.

Of course i misses him and wants to see him as often as possible. But when communication comes into place I just wanna avoid it as much as i can.

just like what larlin wrote in her blog, communication is so vital in a r/s.

but y is it yet the most difficult le? hmmm ... *tired*

Ocean 13 sleep sleep

watched ocean 13 with xiao bi and maisy maisy mouse just now ...

was soooo tired ... that i fell asleep ... haha

after a gd long 15 mins, then realized that i cannot waste my money!!!

so i had to force my eyes open and just managed to caught the climax of the movie ... *phew*

these few days too many homework to do le la ... always not enuff time to sleep ...

then before that still went to do a game event at square 2 for m&m ...

not enuff sleep still have to run ... *peng* ... haha ... lucky me still fit enuff ... hehe

Ocean 13 is really funny ... Must watch!! but if wanna compare, i still think Ocean 11 is better ... smarter plot ... =)

lose mahjong big time

just came home from a mahjong session from Mr Tony Chan's place.

It either my mahjong skills really sux or my luck is really down.

Cause for the past few hours, i won only a few times and the only time i win is those small small tais. And every time i have those big tais somebody else is bound to win!

arrgghhh ...

So anybody who wants to earn some extra money or have the kick of winning on the mahjong table ... feel free to find me! Im sure i can make you very happy ... haha ... arrrggghhh ....

random

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Birthdate: October 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

unhappy

im not happy le ...

you know that kind of feeling whereby everything seems to go wrong ...

when laughter is hollow ...

smile is fake ...

mind is elsewhere ...

heart is cold ...

no idea when this mood suddenly creeps in ...

maybe its the time of the month again? haha

maybe its nearing Aug and the insecurity is coming back again?

maybe oh maybe ...

im just unhappy ... *sulks*

pink toy! thx baby!

I was out with ning, eve and baobei during the day, while bb went for his usual soccer match. After the soccer, he called and said that he will be going out with his "laopo" yaosheng. So i said ok lor and didnt think twice about it.

Later when he is about to go home, he called again and said he bought presents for our "babies". (well ... babies are actually our 2 soft toys - bear & froggy - that he got for me). I was really surprised cause he wont usually buy things for me without occasion, so i immeaditely imagined it to be something really cute and small for the "babies" that he just bought for fun. But no matter how i question him, he just dont wanna tell me what is it.

So after that he came and fetched me home. Throughout the bus journey, i kept bombarding him with questions. Like, "how big is it", "how much", "what is it made of", "what is the use of it", etc ... "is it socks", "is it a hat", "is it shoes", but he keep saying no until i gave up.

Then there is this person sitting in front with a mp4 player watching a show, so i casually ask him to see. I said that the player seems very good. can watch movie and the screen is very big. Then he ask what is the difference between this player and the one i showed him on the magzine yesterday. I said its about the same, but this one is bigger and that one i showed him is a bit small to watch movie. All of a sudden, he become very agitated and keep asking why i dont like the smaller one already. After seeing his reaction, then it came to me that the present he kept talking about is THIS!!

OMG!! I really didn expect him to buy this! Cos i was only casuslly mentioning it to him yesterday that i saw it at the IT fair and was considering to buy. But the price is quite steep so i really couldnt afford it. And to my surprise, he went down to the IT fair and bought it for me today! Im so touched!! He actually remembered and take noticed of everything i said and is willing to spent so much on me while being stingy to himself! yet i still complain about him for forgetting my words sometimes. *my bad this time*

And this is our new toy! I love pink!

$399 for this tiny thingy! But a ear phone is missing from the package and bb is not too happy about it. Need to call and check with the dealer tomorrow!

It can play mp3, video and pictures on it and i love it too bits! Thank You BABY!! *muackz! muackz* No, its not too small for video. Its just the right size and i can watch it while doing gym next time. And i will put a lot a lot of your pictures in it too! Dont worry k ... i really love it a lot!! This month you will have a scrap and save again, xin ku ni le! we shall be more thrifty for the next few months k??

A bonus kiss for you: *MUACKzzzzzzzzzzz* =)