communication problem

haven been seeing bi very much these few weeks ... but somehow rather than having tons to talk to each other due to the lack of meeting up, it seems that our conversation is getting more and more dry.

the topics we talked about everyday are always the same. And sometimes im just so tired that i dont feel like talking.

Of course i misses him and wants to see him as often as possible. But when communication comes into place I just wanna avoid it as much as i can.

just like what larlin wrote in her blog, communication is so vital in a r/s.

but y is it yet the most difficult le? hmmm ... *tired*