what am i doing?

feeling kinda of empty at the moment.

was reading kl's, Hl's, dj's and some other's blog just now, and realized that everybody is busy doing their own stuff and getting on in life. life seems to be very "chong shi", but are they doing the things they enjoy? that im not sure. But im sure, im not doing things that i enjoy.

Is that why i am feeling so empty now? its seems that everyday is a routine of either studying or working or eating or sleeping or shiting. im going through things just because there is a need to but not because i want to.

i read somewhere saying that people without a goal in life is the unhappiest person to be. yah ... im definatly one of them. Sure ... i have all the gd things in life. A wonderful family, gd education and all the crap that people would have wanted. But am i really happy? No. Im contented and grateful but definatly not happy.

maybe by doing some volunteering work will help ba. i believe that will make me a happier person. cos thats somewhat my goal in life for the furture. just hope that i have the opportunity and time to do that. i really dun wanna go thru like in a motion. i would rather die.