Thursday, December 27, 2007

Merry Xmas!

Ho! Ho! Ho! Still in the holiday mood though Xmas is over. Laziness has crept over me so much that i haven touched any work for the past 10 days. But now that Xmas is over, im looking forward to New Year, then Chinese New Year, then whatever holiday that is next. Just want to escape from work!!!
Xmas eve had been really fun with Laogong, Laopo and brothers. Well ... frankly speaking, which outing haven been fun with them?! Wahaha! Still think that i was deciding whether to stay home or join them for countdown, due to some problems at home. well ... who would still have the mood to celebrate when your eyes are nearly blind from crying. Thank god there is always sunshine after the rain. So here's the people who created the sun!

1st: Nice ty on getting all in the picture with our exchange gifts.
2nd: eh ... Where's Laopo and Brother?
3rd: Laopo's back but where is brother?
4th: Now Laogong's missing.
5th: Poor Van kana tortured by us!
6th: Yankar look really bored now with the multiple tries
Finally! A normal picture with everybody in!
After a rather havoc Xmas eve, Xmas day was celebrated with my family at home with a surprise visit from Xiao Shu, Ah Ma, Er Shen and Ai ying. So we just had a simple dinner and a mahjong session after that. And the lucky me won $21! Haha.


Yummy log cake bought by Mr Chin from Chocolate & Spice.
Just realized that i didnt take any picture with Mr Chin this Xmas. *sad*

Thursday, December 20, 2007

naughty!

just came back from double O after a night of partying with sisters. yeah. my favourite hunt! the place where my someone special appeared ... haha ... and of course the place where you can drink non-stop and be drunk like nobody's business!

im such a bad girl ... skip school today and go play ...
but its so much fun today! ... so its worth it! hehe

but who knows the bad part comes later ... i met a pervert taxi uncle today!! not really uncle la ... he look quite young ... but anyway ...

he dun have to show me his private colletion of porn on his phone screensaver right?!!! damn gross le ... who ask me ... so kahpoh ... so see see look look ...
haiz ... tml gonna have sore eyes le ...

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Designer' hell

MJ send a link to this article about a designer's life. oh man.. it so true!!
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Design Hell
Do you have this strong interest for design and graphics?

Do you find yourself tinkering with Photoshop and editing photos till late at night?


Have anyone told you that you are good in art/drawing/mixing colors/making sculptures with plasticine and suggested that you should be a designer?


STOP RIGHT THERE!
So you think you are good in art and everybody right down to your Art teacher suggested that you should sell your soul to Temasek Poly, NAFA, La Salle or whatever art school that is growing like toadstools in Singapore. Nobody told me about the truth of the design industry and if they did, perhaps, I would have taken a different career path. Since I don’t want you to be trapped like I am, I thought I‘d share with you my experience and shed some light to this realm of creative darkness. And hopefully, you will not make the same mistake like I did and save tons of your parent’s money that you are going to spend on countless mounting boards, Copic markers, PCs etc.

Yeah right.

So lets see.. just right after you finish toiling endless hours, doing project after project and learning all that graphic software, you finally got a piece of paper they call a Diploma.. Ahh… the farce of education. There’s so many topics to elaborate but I’ll stick to the point.
The 1st thing I notice once I got a design job is that, they don’t work the regular 8 hours. Nope not 8 to 5pm.. not even 8 to 6pm.. When crunch time comes its more like 8 to 11pm. What do I mean when I say crunch time? Crunch time is when the whole office starts to go on a frenzy because dateline is near and the we have to die-die print 10,000 pink panties brochure by Monday. (Depend on the product lah.. sometimes the brochure is about a promotion on epok-epok, sometimes its about the latest designer moth balls and now it’s a sale buy 1 get 5 free pink panties.)


Crunch time, ie working late pass 6, can go on for days to weeks and even months! Its true.. imagine coming back home late pass 9pm every single freaking day. I have the experience working for a company that I have to SLEEP in the office to get the job done on time.. Do you have any idea how it feels to SLEEP in the office? Its like the office suddenly becomes a chalet.. a chalet with work in it. And mind you, I was not alone.. I saw my co-worker sleep on his desk with his hand still holding the freaking pencil. And it was 4am. And just when I thought I am the only one working for a devil, I comprain to another designer friend that she too have to sleep in the office.. I stayed for 3 days.. she stayed for a week.
Then some ignorant guy might say..


Before I elaborate on this, I suggest you sit down. I am telling all of you design enthusiast, that there is NO OT PAY. Gasp! Is it true?! Yes it is. So technically speaking, after 6 pm, when everybody rush to get in the MRT like sardines to go home, the designer is still in front of the computer, trying to make a 1 inch by 2 inch newspaper ad look nice. And he/she have is not being paid for this time. There is a word that describes a person who is forced to work with no pay.. the dictionary call it a SLAVE.

Modern Day Slave

And when you do tell your boss about it, the best answer that he can come up with, which I have heard so far is 2.
Excuse 1: “You have no OT pay because you are an executive. And we don’t have to give OT pay to executives. I don’t know which gahmen rule says this and if it does exist I hope that whoever came up with this would rot in hell.)Excuse 2: “Please don’t be too calculative EB.. just give and take..” But he refuse to accept the fact that I have been “giving” for 3 straight days in row and he goes home every night.
Actually, to be honest, I have to tell you right now, that design.. whatever it is, is a time guzzling industry. It takes time to make an ad, an animation, a movie. If you cannot afford to pay your workers because you need him/her to stay, you can easily appease the workforce by having this thing call TIME OFF.. BUT even that they take away from you! Yup I hope you are lying down by now.. because after the designer work nights without pay, they are deprive of having quality time with their family and friends.


Aiyah… but surely your Diploma salary is high what?
Another MYTH. A pay for a designer starts at 1.3k to 1,7k. It is high compared to say, a PSLE holder who is taking home $800 a month. But if you really calculate the OT hours, the designer makes just about the same with the PSLE holder and at times worst cause at least the PSLE holder can sleep on a bed. You sleep on the company’s sofa.
I have more points to make but this post is getting too long.. I’ll write the other stuff soon.

Passion kills,Evil Bunny!
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

why?

is taking design really such a bad choice?

is having a dream really that bad?

is not thinking of future monetary issue really that wrong?

is doing what you love and enjoy such an unrealistic thing?

why?

why are we always fighting over this issue. am i really that spoilt, unrealistic and useless? why do you always think your way and wont put yourself in my shoes? why can you be so sweet and understanding all the time but make me wanna cry and die whenever this comes along? why?

our idea of the future is so different. will you be sick of this one day and say lets go our separate ways?

will quitting the course, forgetting my dreams, finding a decent job with a good pay makes you happy? will i be happy?

Saturday, November 10, 2007

My mummy is so nice!

oh ... My mummy is such a darling ...
She loves us, take care of us and is always there when we need her the most ...

Just one call to her, and she will be right there for us.
where can you find another mummy like her?
she is just the best!

I love my mummy =)
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Yesterday was Deepavali holiday. So San Jie suggested having a picnic at pasir ris. Initially the arrangement was for all of us to be there by 4. But as usual, with our lack of communication and organization, we were still at home at 7. why? San jie and mummy only went to buy food at 4 and by the time mummy was done cooking, its already 7. But lucky for us, our time were not wasted. While waiting, er jie, poland kor, wj and me had a round of mahjong! haha. And surprising, I beat all of them with a total winning of $25! * proud*

Anyway, since we were still at home at 7. Its quite impossible to go pasir ris beach anymore, so WJ suggested going to west coast park instead. Thank god for the suggestion, if not we would have reach pasir ris at like 8? haha. Talking about moonlight picnic, here goes ...

The big family sitting around with lots of food!
Candid shots! oh ... i love the look on my daddy's face ...

San Jie, Poland kor, Baby jet and me!

Mummy 'The Ah Ma' with a bunch of kids.

My son, Persias, with Jet and Jorene
Josiane and Irwin

Me and WJ. so busy eating ... tsk tsk ...


Ah... and we went to climb the big rope thing ... so high so fun!
And just nice to see how fat my legs are ... *cry*

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

angry for what?

I'm unhappy ...

angry, upset, fuming, mad ...

but y is this so?

is it right for me to feel this way when something that is performing well suddenly falls under expectation?

am i being too critical?

or my guts feelings are right?

are things changing?

or am I just not used to it yet?

whatever ...

i just wanna be angry ...

Sunday, November 04, 2007

maad market

went to red dot design museum with jass and fizah yesterday. The designer market there is totally cool! they are selling all kinds of handmade stuff, which are all very uniuqe and intersring. had my eyes set on a cute gray dress, but too expensive le, dun have the heart to buy. Y i so broke!!


And the funny thing is I forgot to bring my wallet out yesterday and still can go shopping. Hahaha. So Jassine become my sugar mama of the day, eat and buy all on hers! but ... must pay back la. haha

Bought a cute postbox pendent for $4!



Thursday, November 01, 2007

halloween 07!

Chocolate milk is so nice ... but ... why is it giving me the runs!!!
One glass of milk = 3 times lao sai
My pi gu is hurting ...
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Lost the momentum to do work already.
Been wasting time these 2 days, sitting infront of the computer for hours but doing nothing. Flash, Dreamweaver and Typography is so difficult!! I duno how to start. So Im stuck in the track.
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Jassine just gave me the Halloween pictures we took at zouk last Saturday. We had such a great time! Didnt really drink la ... cos we were too busy taking pictures. Thank god for Jassine's camera if not we would have missed out a lot!


Jass, Alicia, Cristalle, Me, MJ


Cristalle, Alicia, Jass, MJ, Me


Group picture

Some of the peeps we meet at zouk!
lonely old man sitting at bus-stop
Group of chinese "da xi" guys

Dian xiao er!

Donut ... yum yum ...


Taoist and zombies

dead fire fighter
headless ghost!!

mummified

carls junior ... so hungry ...
hei bai wu chang

the mask!


Hitler
slot machine and duno what ... hahaha

jassine's friend who i think look like da s

lunatic killer on the loose!
another hei bai wu chang

horror maid and mad corpse
mad doctor? turns out to be YX's friend ...

ghost couple
horrible death
banana in pyjamus! our pyjamus friends ... haha

us and justin

flaging for cab ... but one uncle taxi driver kana scared away!

oh btw we made it on newspaper!! haha ... Friday's The New Paper has a picture on us ... so cool!! *picture cope from jass ... again!!*