tuan yuan

SORRY ELAINE FOR BEING UNABLE TO STAY AT YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY!
but im sure you guys sure had fun anyway right?! *hehe*

Sorry YK ... Sorry Elaine ... for being such a lousy friend ... always missing at the wrong time ... and especially during special moments like this!! Zhi shi yi chi ... xia bu wei li ok??

yes yes YK .. i owe you ur sashimi ... ur hug ... hahaha ... repay you next time hor ... hehe

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Woot! went to wj house for tuan yuan fan today ... very very early tuan yuan fan!!! cos his brother and family is going to Australia next week ... so must eat before they go abroad. Frankly speaking this is the first time i go his house eat tuan yuan fan le! although this is gonna be the third CNY we are spending together. There isnt any shan zhen hai wei but this is one of the best meals that i had for a very long time. makes me feels like part of the family *heart swell*. Like i always say, things can always change. we might be like this for now, but who knows what will happen next. so for that moment, im just glad to be there, to be invited and be part of them. =)

new year is coming!

just came back from chinatown with Mr Chin ...
Despite carrying a huge bag and jostleing with the crowd, i really like the atmostphere there!
All the new year songs and decoration pieces on sales just make it seems that new year is not 2 weeks away but now!

I so want CNY to come now! but before that ... shopping for clothes first!







bought a bag for mummy and THIS!





Guess what's that?

Its actually a doll with soil and seed!
So im gonna water it later and wait for his "hair" to grow ... haha!

busy busy busy

was actually doing my flash portfolio ...
but apparently im distracted easily ...
so here i am!

been really busy since last thursday ...
running around borrowing eqiupement for video shoot ...
then doing the actual shooting at my house ...

then running around again to get program for editting and stuff ...
i tell you ... filming is really tough work man!
hope grada dun reject my work! *cross fingers*

my daddy! sacrifcing image for my work ... *gan dong*

touching up ...

the hassle of shooting ...

jie jie is like the professional make up artist ... haha

And thank you everyone for helping me with this project. especially baobei weishan! thank you for running around with me hor ... without you i will really die ... muackz! love you! haha

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Then on saturday, went to my laogong JieLun's concert. Surprisingly i wasnt really in the mood to go due to all the heavy work!! But is my laogong's concert le ... how can i dun go ... later he sad how ... haha!

there's this big gong zai of him outside the stadium. i wanna bring it home!

look at the crowd! it looks even better with the lights off and glowing lightsticks.

I Love Jay hands provided by starhub

Kexin with her zai pai dong zuo!

pretty da jie weilih!

me and my jay!


cam whoring before the concert starts ...


Presenting: THE-MOST-UNGENTLEMENT-AND-SICKING-GUY-WHO-NEARLY-SPOILS-OUR-DAY!

Yah! This idiotic guy who tried getting into our picture here, requested us to stick our butts onto our seats during the show. Simply because he tot he was watching some classic music concert and that everyone else jumping and cheering along in the indoor stadium is uncivilised and rude. HELLO! this is a concert lor ... if u want to just sit and watch, then go buy his DVD, kiao ka and watch at home la!

Luckily our mood is not really affected by him. Jay really got us jumping and screaming like siao kias by the middle of the show. I love his live "yang guang zia nan"! SUPER HIGH! He even got down the stage to shake hands with the fans ... too bad we sat too far away! *cries*

Didnt get my camera that day, so heres some pictures from my niece's blog and some with the courtesy of http://biaos.blogspot.com/ (thanks for the wonderful pictures!) who went to the concert on fri. Btw those who went on sat (like me) got to see his Ah Ma dancing ... she is so cute lor! haha.

before the show starts

kick start the show with huang jing jia (which me and ke xin tot all along is huo yuan jia! laogong wo duo bu qi ni!)

some girls touching him all over while he sings yue qu. no link with the song -_-


jay singing shuang jie gun in a new slow and catchy melody. really nice!

Chow Yun Fatt in "Ting ma ma de hua" Video

zombie dance! his dancing really improve a lot lor ... shuai!

che ling with style ... shuai!

singing qian li zhi wai ...


playing fai ru xue ... shuai!


some lucky guy got to dance with one of the sexy dancers who went off stage...

Nan quan ma ma is the guest of the night ...



my fav segment!! Seeing him playing on the piano is so charming!

Overall, the concert is great! the only disappointing part is the lack of time. The concert seems short even when its 2.5 hours. And he missed out a lot of classic songs like "shan hu hai", "feng", "wo bu pai" etc ... oh cant wait for him to come here for another concert again ... next time must get the most expensive seats!

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Another important event happened during the weekend. A special day for a special someone. My little baby niece came into the world on Jan 20 2008!

presnting *ta ta*: BABY JENITH!

sleeping so soundly ...

So small!

Dont she look cute! when this picture is taken she is bearly 9 hours old! She look just like Persias, her elder brother when he was young. My sister is so blessed to have 3 beautiful and healthy kids. Thankfully because of her, she makes me a xiao yee for the 6th time! yeah! now got one more baby for me to play already! wahahaha

Ya and because of her sudden arrivial, I couldnt make it for YK's Bd celebration dinner. Sorry Brother! owe you one ok!

i want to be alone ...

sometimes i wish i can be alone all over again ...
not sometimes but most recently ...
something inside me is making me feel inferior ...
making me feel so small that i wish i dun even eixist in the world ...
i bring nothing but trouble ...
am i making a mountain out of a mole hill ...
am i being difficult ...
am i being petty ...
i feel so difficult to live with myself, me and i .... let along others living with me ...
im over paranoid, sensitive and highly dignify ...
that i want nothing less than the best ...
but the bottom line is i just want trust and honesty ...
is that so difficult to find? or it dosent even exist in the world that im living in now ...
i believe in honesty and expect some, not even all, in return ... yet i dun always get what i expect ...
maybe i need to be alone ... all alone ... cut from the outside world ...
thus i will learn to believe in faith again ...
cos there is nothing that will make me disappointed again ... cos there is nothing to believe in ... in the first place ...

another sleepless night ...

cannot slp again la ...
tml got video lesson ...
haven do anything yet ...
must rush through the night again ...

friday got presentation oso ...
sian la ...
how come everything like cannot finish de ...

hope things stay this way

we fight, i cry, we patch ...
this seems to be how things work nowadays ...
we are fine for now ...
but i wonder how long will this cycle continue to work ...

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went for my THIRD jap test yesterday, yes you didnt see wrongly, its the THIRD time le ... but even with the help of my ever so smart laogong i still manage to fail ... not again but thrice ... hahaha ... laogong wo zhen dui bu qi ni le! Jap is really so tough lor ... still got what verb, past tense, present tense, my pea brain just cannot take it ... should have just asked laogong to take the test for me since we both look so alike ... wahaha

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After 3 days of a mad rush to squeeze out some homework to show step last friday, comes a mad weekend with KTV til dawn and drinking til seh. Right after class on fri, i went to meet sisters at orchard to celebrate Weilih's birthday. Then we went to Kbox at cineleisure. Everyone was super high when we started at 10pm but by 4am we were all lying on the couch ready to go to bed. So we started pushing the mike to each other in order not to sing. If only XiaoBi didnt leave so early, then al least got a professional singer who can entertain us while we take a break. Anyway with our since-we-paid-so-must-use attitude, we still managed to sing all the way tile 6am .... and even waited til the waiter to chase out out then we leave. wahaha!

After going home and slept for 3 hours, I rush down to kallang to meet WJ. It started as a really bad day. somehow i made him so pissed of with me that he dun want me to go tampines with him. but anyway my tears work, so i went kallang and meet him before taking train down togther. I was late and made him late for soccer. heng heng he is not angry, but i was still guilty that i told my self next time i wont go soccer with him anymore. It started pouring just before we reached, so we had to do a 500 meter dash in the rain. Then he went for soccer and i hanged out with the gfs of the other guys. They are really nice people la, but somehow i feel so awkward with them. They know each other very well, so make me feel like an outsider. Nothing to talk to them also. just the thought of it, makes my hair stands again. sorry im not anti social, im just an introvert lor ...

anyway, after his soccer, ah luan jie jie and kor kor came to picked me up and we went for dinner with some other family members (thank god!). Godma, god pa and da yi came for dinner too. It has been sometimes since we have met up and stayed over at kexin's house already. and we had so much fun with all the drinking and cam whoring that she started. And the hilarious fashion parade with the ridiculous clothings that she made my brother wear. Kexin send me all the pictures then can upload!! We were so noisy, lucky the neighbours were nice enuff not to call the police. haha.

very obvious that everyone is drunk! where is weixiang??


there you are!! rock and roll! wahahaha

Didi and me!!

Yo yo yo!

weishan! why no action?

the youngest of the pack. ke mei!

the 4 girls! where is kexin alfro hair missing?