stomach flu virus!!

Sick Sick Sick! This whole week should have been a time to rest and take a break from the heavy load of homework. But who would have guessed that i will fall sick on the first day of school break! Such a sickening luck.

But sadly, its not only me who was down with the virus. Jassine and Alicia were caught by it too. Yah so basically we spent most of the time at home rather than going to school and finishing up our remaining work.

This whole homework shit has really taken a toll on me. The stress, the deadline, the impossible task, the never ending work, the lack of sleep. I duno where to start to finish all this mess. And the best part is i dun really have anyone to talk to.

My mom? no. she will never understands and I dun wanna make her worry too. WJ? no. He will start to chide me about joining the course, wasting money and get so worked up that at the end of the day I will be the one trying to pacify him. Telling him that i love this stuff so much and im enjoying every moment in this.

guess ... im just too weak. The rest of the people are doing fine except me. maybe im just not cut for it.

I dun feel like going out these days. Just wanna stay at home, lie on my bed and daze. I dun wanna think. dun wanna talk to anybody. dun wanna eat. dun wanna drink. just wanna rot.

but school is starting soon. still must walk out of that door. still must face reality. still must finish all those shit. still must prove that im not that useless anyway.

is there a light at the end of the tunnel for me?

Criss Angel And Half A Woman

so freaky!!! i wonder how he do it sia ...

mummy and daddy home!

oh mummy and daddy is finally home! miss them a lot sia! just so glad that they are home safe and sound =)

having lesson with swee lye tml and we need to show him our logo process ... but right now my mind is still blank ...

duno what to draw ... seriously duno ...

i just stare at the paper and think ... 10 mins ... 20 mins ... 30 mins ... just passed by and all my sketches are like shit ... not a single one i like ...

my brain is dead ... just cant think any more ...

duno what to do ...

so feel like giving up ...

so feel like jumping down from a building ...

getting knock down by a car ...

someone shoot me in the brain ...

then i dun have to think anymore ...

uncle seng ... hurry wake up ...

Hi,

Some updates of my brother who fainted at work last wednesday.
Just got back after speaking to the doctor. His condition is now stablised. Heart Rate at 74 and Blood Pressure at 135. Still on the high side, but has improves a lot. However, he's still in coma and the doctor is unable to estimate how long more he will be in this state (maybe weeks, maybe months or even years)
Currently, he's able to breathe with the help of some supply of oxgen. Eventually, they will try to get him out of the supply of oxygen to see if he can breathe all by himself. If condition improves, they can then close up the hole that leads directly to the windpipe. Else, he will have to stay on in this condition for life.

Next problem is he is now confirmed to have a major stroke. His blood clot is getting better but as it's at the brain stem, even if he wakes up, he will need a lot of family support for his daily chores (may have to stay at nursing home if there's no one to take care of him full time). So, will have to look into how to get his daily life on...but most important thing is still - he has to get out from his coma.

Will still have to pray very hard.

Regards,
Amy
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got this email from my aunt today ...
didnt know that my uncle's condition is so bad ...
hope he get well soon ...

sunny sunny!

this layout very boring meh?? dont u think the sun is so cheery and cute? see already oso very happy what ... wei shan u no taste le ... whahahaha ... k la k la ... see i finally blog ... because of u le ... gan dong ma ... haha

Nothing happen recently so i didnt blog lor ... because basically this few weeks are just homework, homework and more HOMEWORK! Im up to my neck already ... and so is all my other classmates ... work just keep piling and piling ... like a sewage pipe that burst ... all the shit just keep on coming ...

oh yah ... something did happen ... i accidently squashed a lizard and the poor fellow was flattened on my bedroom door ... jassine must be sick of the story by now ... hahaha ... but its really gross lor ... i really hate lizards sia ... i would rather have millions of crocraches crawl over me than one liazrd touch me! *silvers*

my mom and dad went China last week ... my uncle had a stroke and is in coma for 1 week already ... seems quite serious but my grandma wont let us tell my parents ... hopefully by the time they come back he would have woken up already ...

take care of urself peeps ...