I hate my thoughts! I always have dreadful thoughts. And the worst thing is, these thoughts always come true! Call it sixth sense; call it psychic, whatever … I just hate it!

I lost something important today. It’s not the worth of the item that matters, but how much it means to me. I lost it thrice. THRICE. And I was always lucky enough to get it back, but I guess I wouldn’t be so lucky this time.

I once made a wish. A very important wish with it. It’s my lucky charm. And now that it’s gone, I feel lost. Felt that all my little hopes for little miracles in my life are shattered.

Alright, I admit. I’m a very superstitious girl, too superstitious for my own good. At times it even hinders my basic judgment and behavior. It’s bad I know. But I just can’t help it. I’m not a lucky girl, so I need my little lucky charm around to make me feel safe, secure and grounded.

Now that it’s missing, I wonder whether the little little wish that I had made using all my mighty strength from my little little heart still works for me. Well … I really hope it does ……

mix feelings

ooh!! got a few news to announce!

First, *HAPPY* I finally pass my driving test!! I'm officially a class 3A driving license holder!! wahaha ... *SAD* my daddy don't allow me to drive yet ... sian ...

Second, *HAPPY* I permed my hair! A bit troublesome though, but its a great change from my usual straight hair. Hehe. ... *SAD* my jie meis say i look very auntie ... one of them even say i remind her of her mom! *angry*

Third, *HAPPY* Im going to have a long break again! If theres no changes, I should be free from Apr onwards. Unless my boss ask me to stay again, but i doubt so. And even if he ask, i cant too, else WJ is going to kill me. *SAD* I'm so going to miss the people there! My zhabo, Mr ah-lan, Mr crappy, Mr xiao lao ban, my cousin and so many many more. Hai ... I will miss all the names calling, miss the stupid lame jokes and leng xiao hua, miss the lunching ... ooh im so going to miss the gang! Dont think i can ever find such colleagues else where in the future le ...

tml im going for another interview le. duno can make it a not le. but just going to give it a try. if im offered the job, i will have to postpone my study plans. if im rejected, i will have to find a school and start studying again. Damn ... I hate making decisions! Heck la ... so I shall just let fate decide for me where i should be going next! *lazy me* hehe

stupid bus driver!

Im so freaking angry!!

Because of some ignorant driver with no common sense ...

really dumb ...

Cant she see that im standing on the steps??

If she cant see how can she drive ... i wonder??

If she CAN see then why didnt she give some warning before opening the door??

Well ... at least i can be violent once in my lifetime and squeeeeezzzzze my way into the crowd

rather than kana my leg caught in the bloody door and got a deep cut!!

Is so painful lor , I nearly fainted ...

No kidding!!

I was perspiring cold sweat and my vision was blurred ...

Luckily, I got a seat in time ... If not I will really faint i tell u!

Please ignore my ugly feet ... Jus look at the dangling skin! EEKK!

I think my whole flesh was scrapped off ....

*pain pain*

The Pursuit of Happyness

please ... please ... please watch The Pursuit of Happyness!!!

Its such a superb movie!

Touching, motivating and uplifting ...

felt so happy after watching!! hahahahahahaha!!

felt like a million bucks ...

make me realized success really dosent come from nothing ...

hardwork really do pay off (well with a bit of luck of course) ...

so all those out there who felt that they are down in the dumps ...

please dont give up!!!

wo fei le ...

let me rant!!

WO FEI LE!!

office job really make one fat ...

no kidding ...

barely working there for only 6 weeks, im already 1 kg heavier!

gosh~!

Im so going to go for a jog tomorrow morning before going to work ...

*dun gimme that look*

wanna make a bet with me? haha

change song!

Decided to change e background song to 梁静茹 "可乐戒指"


曲：Jasemaine 词：五月天 阿信



星星在天上写诗 浪漫到放肆

嘴角的吻还未湿 我还受掩饰

我调整了我坐姿 假装更矜持

你的紧张你的公式 就像个孩子


你把我喝完的可乐 来换当作戒指

轻轻套上了我手指 你问 能不能一辈子

那一秒突然爱上了你傻傻的固执


我不要你解释 我不要你发誓

我只要你记得此刻 你眼里我的样子

爱我不要解释 爱我不要发誓

这一刻到世界末日让我们一起把爱

活成最美最美的钻石


你把平凡的日子 变成纪念日

永恒变成未来史 男孩变王子

我不要有大房子 也不要大宝石

我会珍惜可乐戒指 永恒的消失

你用吃完的糖果纸 那是你的方式

默默地写下你发誓 你说保护我一辈子

那一秒突然看到了你背后的双翅


我不要你解释 我不要你发誓

我只要你记得此刻 你眼里我的样子

爱我不要解释 爱我不要发誓

这一刻到世界末日让我们一起把爱

活成最美最美的钻石 我不要你解释

我不要你发誓 我只要你记得此刻

你眼里我的样子 爱我不要解释

爱我不要发誓 从此刻到世界末日

让我们一起把爱 活成最美的钻石

你在等答案 我会对你说 YES



simply love this song to bits...

e lyrics is so in sync with the way i always feel...

not abt who in particular but love in general...

feel so in love whenever i listen to it ...

hehe

my theme song for now!!!

procrastinating

boss offered me to stay and work perm with them today.

but i rejected the offer.

i love the place, the people and my boss.

but i dont want to be stuck doing accounts and admin!!

hate it.

so i offered to stay til i find a perm job.

and my boss is really nice abt it. =)

he is a cute grand daddy kind of person,

but the rest of the people just cant see eye to eye with him.

hmm which i wonder why ...


oh yah! and today, a lady from BBDC called,

saying if i dun finish my lessons by 6 Mar,

i wont be able to take my driving test!!

im so busy with work tt i totally forgetted abt tt.

Damn It!!

left sat, sun, mon & tues.

can i finish it in time???